life suck

i'm so tired of all this ...
i feel like i want to go away from here
n have my own life ...
i want to be like this girl that i always
dream .. she's beautiful
she's kind , she's happy wif her life ..
she's perfect , she's smart , she's such a
lovely girlfriend , everybody adoured her ..
she's free to do anything ..
i want to be like her ! people around me
such a plastic ! fake ! eghh pliss i can't bear
to face all this by my self ...
someone plis hold my hand and take me away
from this terrible dream ...
today i feel really bad ... my heart was in pain ...
what i'm going to do to cure my tears ?i'm going to
take an important exam this year ..
pliss do not adding my headaches ... give me some
space to releasa ,my stress ... i really need a space !
can't u get it ? i want to scream !
trully in bad condition ....

i really need a shoulder right now !
somebody can plis hand me their shoulder ?
mohd akmal ,, can u ?